she talks bout like throughout the years n shit n how she lost friends or wutever..n how she changed. yeah i mite not have been there through those times..but i wus there befo you changed. i really cant believe that you talked about all that shit, not even realizing JUS HOW MUCH pain you've put people through. EVEN ME. it wus cuz of you that my life wus hell the begining of freshmen year n you have the nerve to ask fo forgiveness like it aint no thing. not only did you hurt me, you bacstabbed n talked shit about your own homegirls. while people talked shit bout you..n how you looked..or wutever the fuc people were sayin bout you..i wus there..STANDING UP FO YOU. i neva said nething to you cuz i didnt think nething of it. after all..thats wut homegirls are fo rite? bac them up, no questions asked. but..when people were doin that shit to me, you didnt even have the fuccin balls to stick. how can you ask fo a friendship so real n genunine as hers when you cant even return the favor? do you kno that you fuccin called people ugly that you didnt even kno? i really n truly hate to say this..but after everything you've done to your own homegirls, people you didnt kno, n me..all the shit you got coming..YOU DESERVE. i wish i could jus let you live one day of my life bac then. so you could feel the pain you put on me..so you could see shit through my eyes. im not sayin i wus rite..but i AM sayin that you were wrong to talk all that shit n let sumone take a fall that hard. especially after alla that shit i did fo you. i neva expected nething cuz..i figured..homegirls are homegirls. it really pisses me off that you could write an entry like that, practically beggin fo forgiveness when you've put other people through so much more. why dont you fuccin take a look at wut you did to yourself, to me, n most of all..to your friends. you talked shit about your friends..when i can tell you that even though i've had my problems w/ them..they've done nothin but stand up fo yo ass. you kno why you changed this year? because you wanted to fit like everyone else..wanted to do all the things they did. thats rite..i remember in 8th grade..when you lost it..to sumone who didnt mean shit to you cuz you wanted to "beat me" n cuz one of your friends did too. i remember when you were in that house by yourself w/ all them boyz, you called my cellfone askin me fo help. man i remember bein so scared fo you. i neva got a thank you fo pullin through fo you..n in the end, you did to me wut your friends are doing to you. the only difference is that i stayed true to my friends..i didnt go talkin shit. so befo you write a sorry ass entry like that..think about wut you did to everyone..im not even askin you to think bout wut you did to me..jus think bout wut you did to everyone else..n then think bout wut youre saying. how can you have ne self confidence at all the way you treat people? well..i guess that is how you gain your self confidence..by bringing other people down. maybe you deserve all this mo than you think.
sorry..i had to get that out..n a lot of you probably wont understand..soo yeahh..sorry if you disagree.